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Tumblr Lesson

2012-02-10T22:16:00.001+08:00

The Boyfriend/Best friend

Sometimes, when your girlfriend is feeling down, it is best to know that she can come to you as her best friend for help. When she is feeling sad, she wants to know that you are reliable. She wants to know that you still care. If she doesn’t talk, keep talking to her. Don’t let her forget about it but if she wants to drop it, just be there to support her. She needs to know that you put ‘friend’ first before the “boyfriend”. When she needs you at her lowest, will you be there for her or will you let her go? As the boyfriend, not only are you to be her lover, you are to be her best friend. She needs someone she can trust to talk to. This also is vice-versa for the girls to support their boyfriend.

Credits: http://dinocor.tumblr.com/

cityhall

2012-02-10T18:06:00.002+08:00

Dropped by Sam's shop to get lens cap string attachment for my 28mm. & He changed my remote battery for free thanks so much ^^

Went to the other shop and got the add-on lens that Yuz shared! A different one though!
Hers much more expensive and i think it's better? Anyway, i'm satisfied with this already lah ^^
Got a cut when trying to unscrew the stupid ring. :(

The weather is so so hot goodness. Wanted to take some shots before going home but i can't tolerate the stupid hot weather. Went home instead :(

煎熬

2012-02-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

刚好　我们拥有彼此寻找的好可惜不太凑巧在错的时候情路上遇到若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬不然我绝不肯这样眼睁睁看你重回他怀抱嘴角勉强撑起了笑也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲因为你说　说到做到提的起放的下才有男人的味道我不是不知道没有你的日子会有多么煎熬就算是我傻的可笑失去当成得到只要能够对你好我都会做到

NHChoir

2012-02-09T15:58:00.002+08:00

The flowers themselves discover

Birds over her do hover

Music the time beguileth

See where she comes

with flowery garlands crowned

Queen of all queens renowned.
All creatures now are merry-minded.

Fisheye Lomo Roll III

2012-02-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Used another film this time round and it didnt turn out as great! :( What a pity!
And i really kind of dislike that shop that develops my photo. they printed double of 3 shots and missed out one shot (which is the most beautiful of all....) Wanted to send in my diana mini thank goodness i did not.

Today's a really bad day and i'm not liking it.

My mood's so so crappy and to add-on i had to face weird ppl.

Bye.

I'm 17

2012-02-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

The day started off sweet. :) A phone call from Jane 亲爱的 (L) at 12am! She sang birthday song for me at 12am so sweetie~~~~ ^_____^ and after that a lovely text from S :) Then whatsapp from favourite girl Joan. Then mentions from twitter coming in (snapshots below. arranged in order though the time of screenshot is not in order haha SLEEPY Y'KNOW)

A surprise when i walked out of my toilet... Wondering 'why are there so many things on my bed!!"
Jane & Joan came!!!! ^^ A really small party this year. Kind of nice and love these company!! :)
Thanks guys who made my shitty day turned better. :)
Really love Jane's gifts they're so sweeeeeet!!!

MEGA THANKS TO CHERYL LEE , MUMMY, YIMA, AHYIMAMI, TANDI YATI for all the goody food that they cooked!! ^^

And now... just one more year ^________^

:(

2012-02-06T18:19:00.002+08:00

If there’s one thing I’ve learned from Blair, it’s you don’t give up on the people you love.

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Locked

2012-02-06T17:51:00.001+08:00

Diana Mini (Hello Kitty)
New beanie i bought ^^
Diana Mini (Hello Kitty) on my paris tote bag
Random lock took using iPhone edited using Pixlro.

Woke up earlier than usual today and helped Mummy with the praying stuff. It's the last day of CNY today! Went out to run some errands with her as well. Now I'm lazing in the guest room. Heavy downpour, could hear the rain even in the room. Sleepy weather~.~

I want to go to the library or some bookstore or books cafe or something.
Feel like heading out alone tomorrow.

Ignorance is bliss.

2012-02-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sent in my 3rd roll of fisheye for developing today! Gonna collect it 4 days later :>

Tried a different film this time so i hope the roll will turn out good! No pictures for today cause it's such a boring day! Only managed to take a photo of the film using my iPhone. (& I'm impressed, quite good quality :> )

I'm not looking forward to that day :<

Baby i'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely ~

The 'true' CNY

2012-02-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm still quite impressed with my canon 28mm lens. Love how pretty the colours are. BUT I always like to edit my photos! Tried a different editing today and it!! I don't know how successful I am but i'm trying to go for the lomography-film kind of feeling?? Ok right, maybe i failed.

Took these pictures at my cuzzie's place. Amazing neighbours they have! Super (Y) atmosphere! It's so crowded and lively!!Jealous :<

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Hollow

2012-02-03T22:18:00.004+08:00

Hello Goodbye

Growing Up

2012-02-02T23:24:00.002+08:00

I know it's part and parcel of life to be separated from the people you love and care for. I just can't control how i feel these nights, reading tweets of my friends who have yet to settle in jc.. it hurts to see them like that and i really wish to be there with them or give them a big hug and reassure them. The truth is, i don't know things about JC, i don't know the programmes, i don't know the people around them i can't say anything.

I feel distant from them. See how upset they were and yet there's nothing i could do to make them feel better makes me feel like a complete loser. I tried texting them, whatsapp-ing them but i know i'm not helping. I know nothing about what's going on. I'm not the one going through the issues and it seems like i don't understand how exactly they were feeling.

I never thought i would feel so attached to friends in NH. I've always thought I'll be happy-go-lucky once I graduate from that place. And right now, here I am, wishing that we remained as a class, as schoolmates so that none of these would be happening. I want to be there, to be helpful to them but i'm clueless. How to?? I don't seem to be able to understand.

I felt so bad and felt like crying when i text S for the past nights. I felt like flying to give H a hug when i read her tweets but i'm so humji i don't even dare to tweet to her. I fear that i don't know what to say and my insensitivity might only make things worse for her. And J .. i can't even give her opinions/advice and i'm just making her say everything while i gave nothing useful back to her?

I wish we didn't have to be in different schools, we didn't have to be in a brand new environment. I know i'm being naive. But it's just so damn hard to adapt.

SELLING POST

2012-02-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

Just came home from a shopping trip! Awesome buys but i'm so upset cause i can't fit into the following two pieces! Gonna sell them and please please help me spread this post?? ;)

Thanks ^^

WETLOOK TOP (for taller people)/ TUNIC (for tall people)!
BRAND NEW!! (Bought it for less than 24hours)
SGD 12

CHIFFON TOP IN BLUE
BRAND NEW (got it for less than 24 hours!)
SGD 10

Please help me :( I really like these tops but i can't fit into them:< No choice but to sell them!

Email me at charmainelee@hotmail.sg if interested! thanks!!

My precious

2012-02-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Went out with my bestie Janey today for shopping!! Things were at such affordable prices we kept laughing and giggling to ourselves HAHAHA. Spent almost the entire day with her and it was so nice. No awkward silence at all. Everything's so natural and beautiful :>

4 years classmates and hopefully the next 3 years as well. Can't bear to leave this girl :(

I'm dead tired now and there's still visiting tomorrow :(

Insignificant

2012-02-01T19:08:00.003+08:00

Another post of the day! It's already the first day of February. Not looking forward to this month for this year. :< In fact, I rather time flies so that March comes quickly. Can't wait to take a short break, away from this place. Can't wait for February 2013 to come instead.

Because some of them won't remember.

The Crop Factor

2012-02-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

Miss shooting with my 50mm and so i changed my lens to play around in the house. I got so used to the 28mm i found it harder to fit anything into the 50mm frame. I love shooting with the 50mm but it's so hard to take group shots with it. People who handle my camera already had difficulty using the 28mm to help me take group shots.. If i were to use 50mm... lol

I'll be using the 28mm as my primary lens and at suitable timing, i should tell myself to change and continue shooting with my 50mm and not let it rot in the dry box. Need to warm myself up again to use the 50mm lens before i get so rusty and can't fit anything into the 50mm frame.

I'm still such a loser at photography :<

My next project: Sew a cushiony bag insert for my DSLR and one extra lens :)

Dinner

2012-01-31T23:42:00.001+08:00

Went for a dinner with my parents and their friends at a japanese restaurant! The chef is the one on 名厨出走记 (did i get the name right??). His ep is gonna be air next week! His current love story quite touching actually!

Anyway, i really can't take raw food... So actually didn't have a really good dinner! :/

Anyway, back and am really tired so im blogging via phone!!

Ok bye:)

405 Class BBQ

2012-01-31T01:03:00.001+08:00

Before I start blogging about the BBQ, I just want to share the following pics! Did a wallet right from the scratch using felt! It's not super incredible pretty but it's actually quite sturdy and i think it's the best out of so many things i sew with felt. It's a birthday gift so hope my friends likes it! Pretty proud of it!

It was such a lovely night. Great day spent with the lovely people! I'm actually missing these people. Right, i still see quite a number of them in Ngee Ann BS but i'll definitely miss those going to JC. I just hope they won't get TOO busy and they can make time for some gatherings.

This might be our last gathering. I sincerely hope it's not.

The day started off great when i received my text at 7.07am saying that i got into my first choice, Ngee Ann Business Studies! Followed by a lovely quick shopping trip with Janey before meeting the class (half the class) at Jurong East MRT and head off for BBQ! Played, eat, lou hei, bbq~~ Thanks guys for constantly bringing the food to us:<

I know i'll still see Janey, Jiehui and Daren around in school so it's not that bad. Yet, when Joan and I parted, I felt so :< I hope school will be awesome-ly perfect & interesting for her. Hope she don't get too stressed up about school too :(

I believe if all of us make an effort, we'll still keep in contact and be as close as before even 5 years down the road. My usuals have been such an awesome bunch of people that i never want to drift away from them.

New life, new environment, new people. I hope all my JC friends will have a good start at JC so HUAT AH EVERYONE!!

我们忘了那承诺
歌要一起开心熬着到最后
词你总是看着我笑着点着头
转雨过天晴后有灿烂的彩虹
自背着我你什么都不肯说
音我比你还折磨 no no no no no no
魁影子多寂寞我 wu hu oh wu…
网（歌词转自音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｉ看着你的背影发抖难道是我给的太过沉重
ｎ Oh Oh 在求我放手
ｋ我是真的要的不多怎么连牵个手都变成是奢求
ｕ wo… 你不再爱我

fickle-minded

2012-01-30T00:55:00.001+08:00

If you have yet to notice..... I'm back to kisstheroses. hehe i'm fickle-minded i know i can't help it.

Friends are telling me that kisstheroses sounds nicer / more catchy and since it's the url that i've used for the longest period of time..

I'm back to it. & It feels much more comfortable. So i guess, i really prefer this to any other urls. ;)

Sorry for the mess guyssss please continue reading! Don't abandon me k :<

Decisions

2012-01-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

The buildings are dark and yet the sky is pretty blue. The clouds looked like those before a heavy downpour. I feel like one of those clouds right now, ready to explode anytime.

Conversations these days go like this,
"Why you want to go poly? Your result like that go poly very wasted leh!!" And to worsen things, someone out there will reply for me,
"Go poly can dress up, paint nails and dye hair mah!! More slack!"

All i could do was to just fake a smile. I do know that they were just joking but it's not funny anymore when you repeat it to many other people. It simply turns ANNOYING.

I may be immature but i would not jeopardize my education just cause ' Go poly can dress up, paint nails and dye hair mah!More Slack! ' I know what I want to pursue in the future. I've got my education path planned. I thought the school (or teachers) taught us to always plan ahead and work towards our goal? I have mine all planned since Sec 1. So why is it that majority of people (be it relatives or friends) out there are doubting my decision?

Wasted? I don't think it's wasted. Since i want to do business in the future, going to poly would be good. 1st year and I'll be studying about business-related topics already. Go JC? It'll be another 2 years of general stuff. And for all i know, Poly is not as slack as others think. Saying that it's more slack is not true. I've seen what my sisters and some of my seniors been through. The projects they have is no joke. GPA at the end of the 3 years is accumulated right from first semester. So what makes them think that it's easier? It's not like Os or As where you just mug for one big major exam and that's it.

What may be good for your kids (or your friends' kids) might not be good for me. Everyone works differently. We all have different learning styles. I know what I want so stop giving me advice.

We found love in hopeless place

2012-01-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

Just got back from another auntie's place.
Another toy poodle named Milo and he is really such a cutie pie when he's not overly excited.

My favourite photo of the day is the very first photo you see in this post. Shot that when i was walking towards our car when we were in the carpark. If you see carefully, there's two purple flowers (i assume they're orchids...) in the middle and it's out of reach from where i'm standing.

So close yet so far?? :>

We'll definitely face obstacles in life. We may be so close to the beautiful things in our lives but we'll have to overcome these obstacles to reach these beautiful things/our goals. It serves as a ~~warning~~ reminder not to give up halfway.

Unspeakable

2012-01-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

Visited a few of my relatives (both paternal and maternal) at 3 different places with my mummy and Cheryl. Hearing some of the incidents made me wondered why some adults are so irresponsible.

They were kind enough and loving enough to help him and yet he abused it. He saw it as not a privilege but a need. He took it for granted.

Some people are just selfish enough not to put themselves in people's shoes. Everyone has got their own responsibilities and can't be helping him for his entire life (especially when he did nothing to show his gratitude towards them). Everyone has got their own responsibilities and burdens what makes him think that their life is any better / carefree?

Yea, maybe their life will be much better should he not harass them anymore.

People, be responsible for your own things, responsibilities and family. Do not take these people or take things for granted.

Day 4 of CNY

2012-01-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

Went to Dad's office for awhile to help him take some photographs.

Left early to have brunch with sisters and then went to NH to fetch bro.

Was early so went down to get a drink from drink stall. Saw Jack, Szesong, Dean and Zichao so went to look for them. Talked to several teachers and realised how i actually miss them. :<

Now, I'm back at home.

CNY DAY3

2012-01-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

So,it's Day 3 of CNY!!
As usual, relatives and friends will come over to my place and there'll be lion dance. Hm, if i'm not wrong, there won't be lion dance next year already. Anyway, i've been so busy photographing the lion dance throughout i barely talked to any relatives/my parents' friends! Even my sibz helped to collect my red packets! Super tired!

Baby Reyes came early afternoon. It's been so long :') Such a big boy now! Took like 300+ photos but i'm only uploading these few that i thought was not as bad as the rest.. A few more on facebook! Hop over if you're interested. :)

I really need to work on my post-processing as well. :< I suck at it.
Goodnight, need to wake up early to go shoot at my Dad's company as there'll be lion dance (again).
Save my ears.

Brunch

2012-01-25T15:05:00.000+08:00

Lovely brunch cooked by my dajie. :)
Fiddling with my dslr + external flash hoping that i can be more familiar and maybe get some not-bad shots for tonight so that my dad will fund me for an upgrade of camera body?

Guess the pictures seem a little over-exposed etc.
I suck at post-processing. 어떻게 ? :<

Am i trying too hard?

2012-01-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Decided to cleanse my blog a little. Too many pictures of the same face (yours truly).
Maybe I should make good use of this long break (before school starts) and do something meaningful or at least, learn something. I need to stop wasting my time away just lying on this small little bed, surfing the net, doing meaningless things. I probably will have to go look for a job again.

Quit my previous job 'cause I could not stand the long hours of standing. I honestly wouldn't mind if we're allowed to sit down at a side when there are no customers.. Why do we have to keep ourselves busy?? But hm, seems like all retail jobs are like this. :<

Need to shoot more often again. I'm losing touch. :< (Or maybe i've never .. ah, forget it. )

Day 2 of CNY

2012-01-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

I have completely no idea why i'm taking so much more pics of myself. You know there's just a period of time i stopped and now... it's back again :/ I'm so sorry for those who hates looking at my face :<

Anyway, i made them into collages so i won't flood my own blog with my face.

Took all the above photos using my iPhone cause i don't carry my dslr around for CNY visitings.

Spent entire 2hours (or more) waiting for my dad at his office for him to be done with his praying and stuff. Was so so sleepy. :< Thus, got super little time to get ready to go to my aunt's place. Didn't even get to do my eye makeup properly. I'm still a noob at drawing my eyes and couldn't do it well under pressure so 大姐 to the rescueeeeeee. :>

So 阿姨妈咪's place > 四姑's place > Home > Cold Storage > Home :)

That sums up my day!
Should start taking pictures with my dslr again.

Alright, bye!

Day 1 of CNY

2012-01-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

I think it's been quite some time since I'll upload like tons of pics of me, myself and I right??

Since it's CNY and i'm feeling good and good, i've got tons of pics of ME ME ME for youuuuuuuuuuu ^^

Day 1 of CNY was plain boring (as usual) but some good family bonding time actually. :)
Every year, day 1 of CNY will just be visiting my 妈妈's house. For my case, 妈妈 don't mean my Mum. Just FYI, I call my real mum, Mummy and this 妈妈 is actually my parent's 二嫂 which makes her my auntie!

We call her 妈妈 'cause she's been taking care of us since young (when my mummy still has to go to work). Well yes, many years back the schedule will be like this.

Dad's office for praying > 妈妈's house @ Bukit Panjang >Temple>drive-thru macdonalds and HOME SWEET HOME

But now.. 妈妈's place just 3-5mins walk away from my place! Don't even feel like dressing up!!

And to cut things even shorter this year... I get to sleep in till 12plus while my parents went to dad's office alone while we siblings continued to sleep in ^^

So this year it's 妈妈's house @ Hillview > Temple > drive-thru macdonalds!

Hope tomorrow will be filled with much more love and laughter~~~

Time to show you pics of yours truly hehehe

Saw everyone's CNY pics on FB like all so pretty and chio...
So i took the photo below to post on fb.
hehehe
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Ready???

TAADAA!!!
Chio right? hehehe

Here's our new year tradition ^^

Hope all of you have good CNY kk!! ^^

Reunion Dinner 2012

2012-01-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY!
I know many of you are having steamboat at your grandparents' place or something right??
I actually am envy of you guys. :(

Well anyways, CNY should be happy so yup!! As usual, went out for reunion dinner!
This time round, we had it at Resort World Sentosa!
Just some snapshots here and there, more at facebook!

This is what happen when you pass your dslr to someone who don't really know how to use it....
But okay lah, quite unique ah hahaha

Mega love this family photo below <3 <3

My sisters say my dress look like Bellatrix' dress!! Well anyway, i bought this dress like really long ago and it got chucked at one side of my wardrobe and i completely forgot about its existence!!
Was trying to find something to wear and taadaa!! Found it ^^

What we had:

Then spam photos! :)

Nah my pretty face for all of you HAHA That's the thing i love about iPhone. but wahpiang super mega miss my blackberry actually :(

Polaroids! The rilakkuma polaroids are so so cute!!!

Time well spent with my family members! Came home and did masks with my sisters hehehe

Am not really looking forward to the next 2 days. It's gonna be so so boring :(
& My clothes this year are....
Oh and tomorrow only going 1 place to visit.Somemore just one bus stop away from my house. SO SIAN YKNOW :( Just gonna wear a brand new tee and shorts and 过my初一 like that.

Hope all of you get loads of angbaos okay!!! ^^

Have a good CNY!

新年快乐、万事如意！
心想事成、学业进步！
身体健康、红包拿多多!!!!

^^

Mani Pedi

2012-01-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

Firstly, it's 21 Jan so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZE SONG!! :)

You're 17 already~~
Thanks for always being such a thoughtful and nice friend listening to my rants and all putting up with my nonsensical moments and cheering me up when i'm in the fucked-up mood. :)
Hope you get into your first choice JC and score damn good for As okay? :)
好朋友always kk :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!

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Had my mani pedi session at home and yay mega love ^^ All ready for CNY!!

Super love my finger nails now :)

iPhone's front camera in low light is low quality.....

Did nothing much today so really, nothing to blog.

I hate how I can no longer type long long posts :(

I used to be able to rant/type/blog about every small little things in my life...

Sighs :<

Lomo fisheye roll II

2012-01-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

So, sent my fisheye roll II for developing a few days ago and i got it back yesterday!!
There were supposed to be more photos... guess who was stupid when unloading the film? ME.
So yup, the last few shots were exposed and thus can't be developed...

Anyway, still quite some nice pics which i really pretty like! But i wouldn't go to this shop to develop again.

1. Pretty bad service (impolite people) 2. My photos were not 'cut' properly! The middle shots were all off-center. :(

Okay anyway, a few of my favourites, and the rest will be in the video below. Enjoy!

Took the below 2 pics when i first got my 28mm f1.8 lens! :)

More of the photos in the following video:

:'(

2012-01-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

These are a few of my favourite (things) people!

2012-01-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

I had the most awesmazing time today! Met up with Jane Joan Siying and Jean! Hazel's really tired so she didn't join us! Else, it'll be full attendance already :(

Anyway, was early so went to Cotton On to shop before meeting the rest! Met up with Joan first and after that went to meet the rest! Had our lunch at Swensens :) There was this lunch treat promo which i thought was pretty worth it! :>

Went to run some errands at different locations before we hopped on cab to go to Siying's place.
Her place's so beautiful I'M IN LOVE~~~
Totally love the feel of her house. Unlike mine .....
The first impression of her house (to me) was: cleanest & most beautiful chalet.

& Yes, the two girls posing us though they're all ready for chalet HAHA

Went to her study room which was simply AMAZING. It's so so cosy i wonder how can anyone study in that room!! It's so comfortable and .. niceeeeee!

See this that i'm lying on. COMFORTABLE TO THE MAXIMUM.

Pretty woman who cut her hair SHORT.

I think Joan took the photo below. I thought it was a really pretty photo of Jean! Supermodel jean HAHA

Through this photo, i can infer that Charmaine is very anti-social today. HAHA.
Okay, maybe i was emo-ing over the formspring question!!

Someone said that my blog became damn boring!!
No lah. Actually i only got upset for that one moment when i read it. But then, the next moment i was like "Eh, at least it was once interesting!!" ^^

Then.. I took a photo of Joan's macbook and

Siying's bag which is pretty pretty!!

We played twisterrrrrrrr which was mad MAD MAD!!

Slacked around, photobooth-ed chit chatted etc HAHA.
Then took buses to get to 271 to makan tzechar!

Some photos from the iphone~~

I really really love this company. Technically, i think this is only our 3rd outing together.
I feel so comfortable even though we're doing nothing and just chillin' around. No awkward silence, nothing.

With them around, it's always laughter and joy. They're such amazing girls, amazing people and i honestly hope we'll all still keep in touch in the future and continue having regular outings.

Thank you, am so blessed to have you girls. (And yes, Hazel, you too. Miss you so much!)

So here's a video compiling of ALL our photos (including those i didn't post on my blog.)
Please do not watch if you're gonna comment things like ...

"U and ur friends pictures damn boring sia. all look the same."

Screw you, don't watch the video then!

P/S: thanks Joan for many pics in the vid!!

Anyway, had a really amazing time so now's time to rest! Goodnight everyone!

DING DING!!

2012-01-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

So, a few years ago, my hair is this thin!

Hm..

So basically, even up till sec 3 my hair's still pretty thin! Slightly thicker but still quite thin.
Or at least not thick enough for messy bun.

There are youtube tutorials almost everywhere helping me to volumnize my bun and so yup very useful!
With even like magic donuts and all it's so easy to have messy bun! In addition, that time my hair's not that long yet! Tying a bun's so much easier.

These days I struggle with tying a bun cause i have much thicker hair (which i'm lovin' it!) and also longer hair. The tactics i used in the past don't apply as well now. So i continued using backcombing (aka teasing). Indeed, hair stays, bun stays in place. But when i have to remove it and start washing my hair.... HELL.
So now i'm pretty sian at the thought of having to tie a bun. (But i like bun-ed up hair)

Anyway if you have thin and medium length hair and want messy bun, just go to youtube. Tonsssss of tutorials. Search until you happy.

I'm posting now cause just now i was messing with my hair and i kind of figured out how to tie a pretty-nice bun with my current length and thickness and i got so excited i recorded it down with my iphone's front camera (aka warning: LOW QUALITY VIDEO)

READ THIS(below) EVEN IF YOU SKIPPED THE PREVIOUS PARAGRAPHS:

PLEASE WATCH TILL THE END OF THE VIDEO.
It didn't turn out as nice as the first time i did but it was still quite okay. I looked kind of dumb stretching at 2 points of the video. 1st: searching for my rubber band 2nd: looking around if i have clips to clip up my loose hair ends which apparently i don't!

I'm pretty sure if i do it probably in the day time, it'll turn out not bad! SOMEMORE i didn't tease my hair at all this time!! So much healthier! So yup, here's one video! 3mins only ^^

Okay la maybe to some of you already know how to do this but just let me share my joy? hehehe

Instagram updates

2012-01-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

Thought i would have something to blog about cause I recorded a cover but hmm don't know if i should post it up so..

Thus, nothing to blog anymore so some instagram pics that i didn't upload to anywhere!!

1. Took this photo when we went to take a look at the restaurant where we will be having our reunion dinner.

Took this photo just a few hours ago! Was out running errands with my mummy! But i do feel that the focus of the photo is wrong...

Been stucked at home.................

I don't know what i want anymore actually. So restless.

I have died everyday waiting for you

2012-01-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

2011

2012-01-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

I've always wanted post-secondary-school days to come. I've always wanted to quickly graduate and get out of NH. Never liked alot of things there, I'll still say the same. I still pretty dislike year 2008-2010 in NH. But, 2011 was different.

Several parts of NH (be it people or events) actually made my 2010-2011 life much better.
The class 305-405 that i grew to really like (reciprocal or not, i don't know).

I found myself thinking about the lessons we had as a class. It was pretty depressing that we actually had so many periods that we don't have it AS A CLASS. Of course, it was to prepare us for the big Os but it's definitely not as fun. So glad that we still have lessons like Social Studies and English where we would be as a class, together.

Tiffs, arguments, displease with one another... During the later part of 2011, i felt that everything started on a clean slate. Coming together to achieve some of the impossibles..

I found myself missing this class.

As much as I really dislike being in NH back then.. SYF 2011 was one of the best thing that ever happened in my life. I admit, i was actually on the verge of giving up on choir, giving up dreaming about the position of being the chairperson of choir.
Firstly, i knew that i was drifting away from the choir, drifting away from everyone else in the choir. I was on the verge of giving up on singing. 'Cause i was sick of it. I was sick of getting scolded every single time, sick of being scolded even though i kept telling myself i did my best.

Then, Miss Y talked to me. She could even sensed that i was giving up. And i was in no place to give up. I was with the choir barely 3 years back then and i want to give up already, what about her? Facing the same problems over and over again just that with different groups of students in the same choir.

She ~~was~~ is my role model. (even till now..) While preparing for SYF, it was tough. Just the thought of having to maintain the Gold achieved in the previous SYF made me feared for what's coming up for us. And every single time she stomped out of the music room, it was like another additional part of me was preparing to give up. Thank goodness Miss Y and us talked things through every single time, we all managed to pull through. Of course, with the help of all the members in choir who gave a damn back then.

I love our choir. i know i'm not the best leader out there, i know my approaches might have been different, harsh and nonsensical.. but i actually really thank them for not walking out on me.

When we were sitting there, waiting for our results for SYF 2011 and when we heard 'Gold.... with Honours' Tears and tears of joy.

It wouldn't have been possible without Miss Yin, the other comm members and the choir.

I miss those days.
And you know what they say: 失去了才懂得珍惜
So true.

Eat eat eat!!!

2012-01-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

Instagramupdate!! ^^
Had breakfast with Auntie Elsie and Joan ^^ Toast~ then had ice-cream at Udders followed by Pontian Expresssssss. Gongcha too. /faints/ :(

But anyway super nice time with both of them :D

/edit: forgot to mention: JOAN ONG PAINTED MY NAILS FOR ME ^^
Not bad leh i think haha! Didn't trust her previously.... hehe thanks alot yo!

TVC's Concert 10th anniversary :)

2012-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Supposed to meet Hil and Hans for dinner but Hil can't make it. So i ended up running some errands before meeting them at Esplanade for the vocal consort's concert! Went there to support keesiang ^^

The concert was awesmazing! Really impressed!
My most favourite two that they performed was Hana - Ko Matsushita and Somewhere Out There - arr. Kirby Shaw!

Miss singing in a choir, miss NHChoir. (i know i said these a few times already but oh my really... :< )

With keesiang after the concert :)
It's been so so long!!

First know him was when i was in sec1. How we get to know each other is really... epic haha. But anyway, thank goodness for the competition (Orientale Concentus) in Suzhou and also the brilliant Friendster! I got to know Keesiang and he's been such a encouraging and amazing friend! ^^

I won't give up on us

2012-01-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

Moomui & sister

2012-01-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

BEFORE ANYTHING, CHECK OUT MY NEW GADGET ON THE RIGHT!! ^^
I'll be posting my instagrams (or others). Just click older or newer to view my older or later updates:)

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Accompanied Mummy to Mount E for her appointment. Dajie and I went to H&M to shop. Awesome buys :)

Ok bye!

Dearly

2012-01-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

I honestly prefer staying at home these days 'cause it simply means less calories intake and less taxing. I get to be in my own comfort zone and just laze around at home. Watch some movies, watch show tv shows or visit my favourite photography blogs for more than 10 times a day hoping that they will update the blog with more photos.

By 7pm or so, I'll get so bored and will start walking around the house and sigh loudly cause i'm so bored and sian .

But then again, I need to get my ass out of the house 'cause being at home slacking all day long also means that i'll have nothing to blog about and i'll have no photos to upload. Yet, if i go out, I'll definitely be drinking sweet drinks and eating lots of food. Y'know how i can't resist temptations.....

DILEMMA

(See, i'm having a wordy post 'cause i've no photos today........)

Anyway, i'm blessed to have these siblings of mine. I'm actually glad that over the years as we grow older, we grow closer as well. We all know friends come and go but siblings? They're always here. Since day 1 of my life, they come but never go. :)

I woke up from my nap today alone in my room. Walked out of my room and the entire house is so quiet. :( Miss my brother who is still in Malaysia having his sec3 camp.

These days i rather spend time with my sibz than my friends. Or rather.... i don't have many friends to hang out with lah. More comfortable being around my sibz anyway. Driving all the way to SP just for starbucks, singing stupid oldie cheena song before we go to sleep.(happened 5-8mins before this paragraphy) Laughing at each other's mispronunciation etc. Ranting to each other about how xxx just wants us to revolve around their lives. Doing silly stupid things together.

Ahhhh but now? Bro's back in school for sec3. Erjie's having internship. and Dajie's school gonna reopen next week. It's gonna be lonely me soon.
:(

###Abrupt ending: gonna go find dajie.

Future

2012-01-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Submitted my choices today!
Mummy and sisters were like "第一次看人家把JC放在后面"

Translation: This is the first time I see people put JC as their last few options.

Now that i've submitted my choices, my mum can't make me go JC anymore heehee.
Well, technically can but no i'm not gonna tell her that it's possible haha.

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Went to run some errands with Mummy and sister. Bought some CNY deco as well. :)
Some random snapshots!

^^ :/ :( :<

2012-01-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

Need to get out of the house with my camera again for some random snapshots alone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRA !!

2012-01-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD BRA TAY!
My most awesome BRADER BRUDDER BROTHER :)

You're 17 already!! Hope you had a great day and thank you for always being there.
Wouldn't have survived sec3-sec4 in nanhua without you. ^^

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Got back my Olevel results today. As planned, opened the slip only when大姐&I got on the car.
Before anything, would like to thank everyone for their well wishes. It means alot.

& Also special thanks to 大姐for fetching me there and even waited for me at the back of the hall.

Initially cried when i saw my results cause it was 1 point away from what i really wanted. Of course i secretly wished for single digit. but when i calmed down and looked at my results again... i guess i should be satisfied. Especially when i improved for several subjects.

My family and some of my relatives told me they were really proud of me. & I really really have to thank my family members for their support throughout this journey. I wouldn't have made it through without them especially my mother. That period of time, she was so stressed up as well. & fetching me to and fro etc. She probably felt like the one taking the exam as well hahaha.

(In Hokkien now)
Ma si ai gam xia shi wu gong, gor ya gong eh bo pi.

I'm determined to go Ngee Ann's business studies! Just hope my parents won't force me to go to JC now that i meet the COP.. Pray for me!!

Hope the rest of you are happy with your results as well.

No matter what, it's over. A Levels / GPA's more important now!!

FIASCO

2012-01-08T12:03:00.000+08:00

FIASCO is back with some goodies for all of you!

Right now is the time to start shopping for some new apparels for CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Prices are reduced and SEE NOTHING ABOVE $30!

Take a look and i'm sure you'll find something just right for CNY visits :)

Click here to start shopping!

Help to spread the word around? ;)

Facebook @ProjectFiasco

Sisters!!! ^^

2012-01-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

Day out with sisters!To run some errands, to get some materials. Went a few places and am glad that my sister can drive lo!

Anyway, results on Monday! I'm so so afraid :/ The plan on Monday will be... Reach school at 1.45pm go to hall with 大姐, she'll wait for me at the back of the hall. I'll get my results w/o looking at it, i'll meet her in the car. We'll open it on our way home instead of in school.
Yes that's it. That must be it. I sincerely hope i get good grades :(

Now, photos time!

김밥 making!

2012-01-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

Made 김밥 with 大姐! Om nom nom~~ It's my second time making it with 大姐! Full recipe and how to make you can visit her blog at http://venivedivoici.blogspot.com/2012/01/how-to-make.html

The Hardest Thing

2012-01-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

And I won't forget you

Don't regret you

The hardest thing I've had to do

Is how to live without you

And I wonder why

We both walked away

I'm lost without you

Still crazy for you

Just turn around come back

Because your smile is overdue

And I miss

I miss you

Organizers

2012-01-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

I've started having an organizer since 2008. Both my organizers for 2008 and 2009 are those cheap simple diary that can be purchased from Popular. Yeah & I'll usually style them up with neoprints.

In 2010 (the one on the left), i got my first ever diary that cost more than 20$! It's $30+ can't remember the exact amount. It's so pretty and i could only find them in Kinokuniya.

In 2011, i wanted to get the similar design as the one i have in 2010. When i was about to go pay at the counter, i saw this (the one on the right) and immediately fell in love with it. & It's cheaper than the 2010's. It's only $20+ ! Decided to get it and yup as usual, they're really handy!

The reason why i wouldn't mind spending $30+ on just a book it's because i know i'll be using it for ONE YEAR. I'll always stay really long at Kino before deciding on which to purchase to use for the new year. This year, I got my organizer really late. (Already past 01 Jan) There were not many designs left and i couldn't find the ones similar to the 2011 one.

Saw the same series of 2010 and decided to get it for 2012. The interior (pages) are even prettier than the 2010 series!!!

Got a cute pen at Kino as well.

Bought another new book and i honestly hope it'll be a nice one:)

Below: the first page of my organizer of 2012.

Let 2012 be a good year for all of us. :)

^^

2012-01-04T15:55:00.000+08:00

Credits: x

Class Chalet 2012

2012-01-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK FROM CLASS CHALET. It was pretty good but i'm totally drained. Felt like a physical training camp during the night cycling, haha.

Didn't bring my dslr WHICH WAS A RIGHT CHOICE. I got so tired that i had troubles even making it back home.

Did my nails before meeting Jane.

Met up with Jane for brunch before meeting the rest and took the train to Pasir Ris. Keni and co helped to check in and then the next batch of us made our way to the place. Started off with groups of us playing cards. 3 different groups haha. Rented bikes for night cycling and then back to chalet and continued playing cards. Saw totally different Jovin ytd HAHA. It was great time spent with them. :)

BBQ and the guys were so zai in setting the fire. that's the good thing about having friends from UG and ODAC .

After dinner, continued with games and then around 10pm++ we all set off for night cycling till Changi Village.

It was okay, still going great after cycling for quite sometime. The guys were being such gentleman thank you :') Then we decided to go FURTHER.

East Coast Park Mac was our end point. By the time i reached there i nearly died i swearrrrrr. Got two phone covers for my sisters!!

Back to the topic. The going back journey was worse. So so so so tired i thought i could never make it back. 64km of ride.. we took approx 7 hours!

Reached chalet around 5plus 6. Played game and i was the last to bathe... Thanks Yvonne for letting me bathe first though! She was second last actually heehee.

Bathed had mac breakkie with the girls then Jane and I went home already~

So sleepy i'm about to die

Thanks 405 for the wonderful time and thank goodness for Jack and Devin for staying behind with us for a period of time where the 4 of us (jane zoe sipei and i) were right at the back for the night cycling.

Class Chalet

2012-01-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

Work ended today~
Anyway, class chalet tomorrow! Can't wait :)

After that, will be spending more time w my family ESP my parents. Anyway, random photos from my phone that we took on the last day of 2011. Happy 2012 everyone!!!! ^^

Overdue

2011-12-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday cause I was working. & Guess who still have to work tomorrow?!?! :<
Anyway, some random snapshots! & Then lovely brunch with sibzzzz @ Spruce

Last day of 2011.

I hope 2012 will be a good year for my family. No more family drama pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :(

HAPPY 2012 EVERYONE ^^

Sometimes the people you love most are the hardest to hold on to.

2011-12-29T09:00:00.000+08:00

Finished reading the book last night. Pretty good book to me (for someone who rarely reads).
& Something extracted from the book.

OM NOM NOM

2011-12-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

Yummy om nom nom that dajie cooked today!!

It's like sushi but it's not sushi. Lika korean sushi HAHA okay honestly i don't know what's the name but it's yummy and that's enough ^^

Don't let me go

2011-12-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

My christmas present from Dajie came!!!! It's supposed to be 3 iPhone Covers but the other one they delivered wrongly..... So, i'm still trying to see what i can do about it. else i'll have to sell it off. CAUSE I DEFINITELY WONT USE IT.

Lunch with Mummy, Da and Di at DTF JP! After lunch, went to shop for Bro's stuff also!

XLB XLB XLB!

My new phone cover! Took this @ DTF with pretty bokeh at the back.
(Disclaimer: i don't edit in the bokeh. Shot them. Only edit lighting of the pics!)

Pretty and tasty macaroons!! Must try to make them AGAIN (and must not fail haha)

I love the photo below ^^

Afterwards, met up with 6Diamond peeps for dinner @ Seoul Garden.
Nice meeting up with them again after so long! Think i talked most to ZhengHan and Jonathan.

Friends for 12 years and counting. 朋友当中最久的咯! ^^

6Diamond`07 with Mrs Tan :)

They came over to my place afterwards to chill out abit and i had the most amazing time chatting with zhenghan.

Alright, time for my lunch. :)

Seoul Garden

2011-12-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

I kind of knew that you contacted me cause you were bored. In fact, i told myself, " when he's back, you won't even talk to me anymore. " It's true. Proved.

But i never thought it'll hurt even more when i heard it from others. "I'm a guy too. He's just bored."

I can't even ......................

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Anyway, nice catching up with 6Diamond peeps. Gonna blog about me with photos when i'm awake. MEANWHILE, GOODNIGHT

ASK

2011-12-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

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The hardest thing

2011-12-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

Finally had dinner with the whole family again after so long! Had dinner at Causeway Point's Crystal Jade. It's their last day, tomorrow onwards they'll be closed for renovation.

In the late afternoon, I painted my own nails again. It's only a week and look at my nails!!!
All thanks to stocks packing at work haha.

Repainted nails. From the pictures the colour looked EXACTLY THE SAME (at least to me) but in reality, it's different. & THIS is my favourite colour.

New nails with my new book. & I really like the story plot as well as the language.

" And in the end, 
all you really have is yourself. " 

On the way to Causeway Point!

Pretty bokeh I was trying out at the restaurant!!

With my BIGASS camera.

As we all grow older, it's getting harder for the whole family to go out. Be it for a dinner or for travelling. I really miss those times where we would go overseas every year TOGETHER as a whole family. I miss those days where we would go out for dinner almost every sunday.
These days, all of us have our own plans.

I miss spending time with my parents.

Y Y Y Y Y Y Y

2011-12-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

Work was so boring and tiring today cause there's no customer and time passes so slowly. No pictures, sharing this Jason Chen's cover!

Work

2011-12-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

Work was good! Bought a new pair of shoes ^^

From the small eyes

2011-12-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

All photos from the iPhone!
Not much time today so didn't bring my DSLR along!

KAP Cold Storage with Sis > Bake xmas cupcakes (just the colour has xmas feel though HAHA) > Meet up with Auntie Beth > Cuzzie's place for a mini bbq!

Work again tomorrow.

Baking Date with Bessy on 20 Dec

2011-12-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Baked Rainbow cake once again with Bessy! She wanted to give away as a present. The photos you see here.. They're our second attempt. The day before we actually baked once and it failed terribly. I felt really bad about it. :(

So, we tried again the next day! We started around 8pm and she left my house only at 1+am it was really fun and the cake was a success! Even the frosting! That's probably the best frosting I've ever made! I could pipe it!!!! Still a big loser when it comes to frosting...

Yup photos time!! Had an amazing time with her thank you so much (L)

Heart of the matter

2011-12-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

Bought a new book and totally agree with ' Sometimes the people you love the most are the hardest to hold on.'

Anyway fell while walking down the stairs at bb mrt. Mild sprained my ankle:( double attack when I nearly fell off the ladder at the bar counter. Bad day for my left ankle...

Reassurance

2011-12-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Need that.

TOPONE @BUGIS

2011-12-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

I had the MOST AMAZING TIME with the choir peeps.
Met up with Bra first at JE MRT and then went off to meet the rest at the other end of JE Mrt.
Waited for Liyin to come and then train to Bugis together! Train ride was fun too with them! TopOne! Sang from 11am to 6pm. Well-spent!!

Took the train back together too. MAD CROWDED. It was so funny with them I laughed till i had tummyache HAHAHA

Bessy came over cause we had to 're-do' our mission. Shall not post about it yet! Will post on Thursday night, just to be safe. :) Had a really fun time with Bessy and she left around 1+am! We had tauhuay together too THE TAUHUAY IS DAMN GOOD!! Thanks DAJIE for getting it for us!! ^^

PHOTOS TIME so sleepy

Bra, you're so amazing. Feel so fucking secure when you're around me, i have no idea why. Thank you so much.

Sometimes I really wish to tell some people that I really cherish them alot and I really want to be there for them. But I'm really bad at words. & I really don't seem to be the one that people will share their problems with and thus I feel so distant from them.

Sometimes I feel that i hold on too tightly on these people that i really cherish and end up losing them instead. I don't know what to do or what to say but I really wish that we will actually still be friends (good friends) even 10 years down the road.

Class Dinner

2011-12-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

Firstly, met up with Bessy in the morning to carry out our tasks. I felt really bad cause I ended up screwing everything up. :( I've never failed so badly in _ before!!! That's like ... the first time?

Took approx 15mins to quickly change and wash up and do my hair and went off for Class dinner at Vivo. Steamboat with 405. But it totally felt like spending time with Joan...

405 We need more time to interact yo!!

Joan and I doing the usual 'must take photos in VIVO's toilet'

I looked so skinny here. If only I really am this skinny lo!!! :(

I'm speaking more and more like my colleague WHICH IS NOT GOOD cause it sounded really ....... :(

Kbox with the awesome people tomorrow! and then back to completing task with bessy again!!

Work

2011-12-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

Seems gross. But hmm i'll soak my legs in hot water everytime i'm home from work cause my legs hurt TOO BAD.

Work today was fine! Pretty like working w Elisa cause i'm more used to the shop layout so i can work slightly faster and there's not much people so i can keep doing stock packing which is more fun than serving nasty customers!!:( of course there are also nice customers lah!

Whole family came Tiong for dinner so they waited for my work to end and we went home together! Quite comical to keep seeing my parents walk past, my bro walk past and then my sisters walk past separately!

Hope work continues to be good!^^ hope i wont have to work w the bosses:/ i'll be super afraid:(

SSVVGF?

2011-12-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

Work for the entire day again. felt so good when i lie on my bed. Supposed to end work at 9pm. Crowd started to come in again at 8.45pm and thus worked till 930pm in the end supervisor says just work till 10pm then. My legs were about to break..........................

Bad day today. Different staff have different working style. Things i do at this outlet acceptable but yet at the other outlet with other staff.. NO.

& I forgot to get my allowance from my mummy! Went to order my dinner without realising. Lucky i have exactly 5.30$ in my wallet and my dinner cost 5.30$ .. Life reduced by 10years man.

Sharing Jayesslee songs~

MEEZYIN :(

2011-12-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

Miss them so badly. :(

Nothing to blog about cause worked the entire day. Legs are breaking, why am i still not used to this!! :( Gonna work for the next 2 days too.

Kim Jong Kookie

2011-12-15T17:06:00.000+08:00

:')

Star, Wind, Sunlight and Love

2011-12-15T13:26:00.000+08:00

My blog stats ALL TIME LOW. :(

I've got no fun things to blog anymore. So yeah, I'll just continue with pictures and continue living in my own bubble. :'(

Everyone's going overseas. Boring christmas. :(
The thought that many of my friends are all going to JC makes me kind of sad actually. Our holidays&test period will all be different, it'll definitely be hard to meet up.

Not to mention, my birthday next year falls on a Tuesday and everyone will be busy making new friends in their new environment. Suck it up, C. :(

On a happier note, meeting Godwin and Jolene for dinner tomorrow!

16Dec- G&Jo
17 & 18 Dec- Work
19 Dec - Class dinner
20 Dec- Kbox with Choir peeps
21 Dec- Meetup with Bessy ^^

Can't wait to meet these people but i'm really... broke.

I AM SORRY

2011-12-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

I am sorry for being so fickle-minded but yes i've changed my url again.

Boring

2011-12-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

Painted my own nails today ^^
Visited Joan at work!
Had dinner at Mos burger:)

Life's so boring.

Farewell

2011-12-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Sent my maid to airport before meeting Jane. Was secretly tearing while on the car. Managed not to cry when at the airport. Though I always complained about her not helping me with some stuff.. but to be honest, she's like semi part of my life already. It's been 16years (more or less) that she's with us.
Now, she's not coming back anymore. :'(

Went home and off to meet jane after that.
Caught breaking dawn which was pretty disappointing.
Had dinner at Bakerzin and then a long h2h. Love you!!

One Man

2011-12-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Went out with Joanie (Just like kookie) today~
Photos I took with instagram!

While listening to Kjk's songs and waiting for JOng's bus to come
Random car
JOng and i listening to Kjk's songs
JOng and I at Jack's place
With sexy Jiehui serving us, she looked so cute
Our legs while waiting for (i can't remember)
While waiting for neoprint machine to start (1st machine that sucks super much)
2nd machine was better but the other decorating pen was spoilt........
We looked so pretty HEEHEE
Our neoprints. Used to be a pro now we're so noob with it HAHA
Cutie girl
Watched the stupidest movie but had fun laughing with Joanie
Received my bumpits, bought new hair accessories and the pink USB was a gift from Joanie!
My yellow nails. :( It's not as yellow in real life, the instagram effect just made it worse HAHA

Now, photos from DSLR

Really had fun today :)

Work

2011-12-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

First day of work and my legs are breaking already save my soul~~ anyway, sneaked a photo while i sat down at platform and wait for my mum! Refused to go down first cause my legs were really tired:(

Alright that's all work again tomorrow! Will be at Clementi Mall's CleoAnn !

ChildAid 2011

2011-12-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

ChildAid 2011 was amazing! Hadi's performing so he invited Hillary and I (and many more but they can't make it) to watch his performance! It's really a joy to watch their performances! Some of the performers are so so young and they're amazing!! their voices were 0.0

So anyway, Hillary and I had dinner at Swensens (Clementi Mall) before heading to UCC.

Someone formspring me and said that I should upload more pics of human beings...
Sighs :( I don't upload pics of human beings cause i haven't been going out, I HAVE NO LIFE.

Anyway work's starting again tomorrow. Gotta wake up early. So goodnight!

Peppermint Oreo Cupcakes

2011-12-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

Baked Peppermint Oreo Cupcakes yesterday and gave them to YEC members ^^ Had them while we have our meeting.

So far my favourite is peppermint Oreo Cupcakes and the previous attempt of Oreo Cupcakes ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY

2011-12-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

Celebrated her birthday last night! :)
Some cupcakes she ordered! She refused to let me bake them instead cause ... she don't trust my baking skills HAHAHA

Guess who? This is chocolate and strawberry version 2 HAHA

Version 1 (Took this on cuzzie's birthday party)

& this is version 2! HAHA

Best cuzzie in da world ♥♥♥♥Will be back tonight with another post! Baked peppermint oreo cupcakes for yec friends to eat! Will post when i'm back from yec meeting!

Tainted

2011-12-06T15:44:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! :)

Spent my morning-afternoon watching running man, praying for my comp to be okay cause it BLUE-SCREENED on me!!! :(

And also, painted my nails! Had a bloody hard time to remove the glitter from my prev nails. Anyway, wanted something dark like BLACK but i don't have black nail polish at home! This dark blue's not bad too so yupppppp :)

Will be back again tonight with photos from mummy's birthday tonight :)

5th Dec

2011-12-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

Had lunch at CWP again cause Mummy's giving some of the office peeps a treat!

1. & 2. Self-explanatory
3. & 4. What i ordered for lunch today.

Life's getting boring. I wish I have no curfew actually.

I wanna bake again................

那些年错过的爱情好想告诉你我没有忘记

2011-12-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

Accompanied Mummy to go check out the restaurants at CWP for tomorrow. We have some metro vouchers so went there shopping. Erjie tagged along as well. Three of us had lunch together. Shopped a lil and reached home like 2pm+. Just some photos.

I honestly can't wait for 2011 to end. It has got to be the worst year so far for my family.

The Hardest Thing

2011-12-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

Didn't bring my DSLR out today so there are no photos!
Just to share a video. :) .... or TWO.

Coffee Cupcakes

2011-12-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

Only my brother likes my coffee cupcakes:( I thought it was quite OKAY .but oh well. Still, pictures for you guys! (If there's still people reading)

First day of work

2011-12-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Not the official first day though!!
Initially there were some hiccups and i had a totally bad feeling about the whole job! Went to kfc and had cheese fries while waiting.

Anyway, in the end my supervisor called and it was a misunderstanding just cause she didnt recognise me! Haha so went back to the shop and started working. Have to admit it was quite scary cause straight away i had to serve customers already!

Thank goodness my colleagues are nice people and helped me out! It was actually quite fun (but tiring) and i never thought i would get a job so fast!

It's quite fun serving some really nice people but some meanie aunties ... Shall not mention.

When i get my work schedule may be some of you can drop by and see if you guys wna get anythg?;) unlike ly though hahahahaha okay im mad tored gonna go sleep now.

Thank you if you've read till here.

Oh and i got You Are The Apple Of My Eye OST alr! ^^

Tumblr so true

2011-11-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

Credits:http://leilockheart.tumblr.com/post/13514508240

#Now playing: Warwick Avenue

2011-11-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

Room's 3/4 done! :)

I wanna cut and paste some quote in the middle ..
But I have no idea what quote to put!
Any suggestions?
Not something cliche cheesy please ^^

You dont know a thing about me

2011-11-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

No pics today so i'm not gonna blog much just a photo to show you my photowall! It's not completed cause i ran out of the thread!:(

Maybe will be done tomorrow!:)

Film Life

2011-11-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness, the bandwidth is increasing so super fast for the new acc i made!! I don't want to reblog everything again............

No money to upgrade to Pro account someone tell me what to do PLEASE :(

Anyway, packed my room a little and wanted to reorganise my photowall. It's been raining the whole day I can't go out and print photos so I'm stucked with blank walls now actually.

Ikea

2011-11-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Ikea with Mummy and sisters! Help-out at BBE's event!

Two youngsters enjoying Ikea's furniture
Ikea pencils ftw
Shocked,frightened little girl
Baby admiring himself in the reflections
Random books on the shelf
Mummy and baby in the sea of .... stuffed toys
Handled the sound system at the CC event today! Great experience!!

We've come quite abit! BBE VIP (Volunteer Induction Programme) IS ONE YEAR OLD already! Current batch is already the 4th batch! I'm a happy girl ^^

OH OH AND someone actually said that she wants to buy my cupcakes!!! :D :D

TALENTED GUY

2011-11-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

Do me a favour and like this page?
Check out his covers!! :)
Click here to like!

Messy Room

2011-11-26T17:03:00.000+08:00

Spent the entire day clearing our wardrobe. The three of us cleared our closets together and the clothes are ...... here are some photos. I'm glad that my clothes are now in much order :)

Most probably be selling some of our clothes esp those that are TOO SMALL for us.Some of them are really cute and of course.... some of them are really auntie haha Do keep a lookout k??? ^^

& A video I took while we were packing!!

The hardest thing to do

2011-11-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Chinatown > Clarke Quay > Haw Par Villa > Vivo City Took many shots but only uploading these few. I read it on some photography site and i totally agree. We take 300 shots but we only show others 1. :) Anyway, it was not a very productive day cause of the rain! It was so hard for me to shoot :(

It started to rain after the shot above.
I wanted to take another photo but it started raining SO HEAVILY :(
I really like the photo above but it FEELS really weird.
Like something's missing or the focus' at the wrong place something like that. :(

Well anyway, i was so EXCITED when i saw the place cause 我从来没有看过!

Haw Par Villa was disappointing.
& It was so so quiet that it gave me creeps when i was walking alone.
It used to be such a lively place!

Street photography is not as easy as i thought. Especially when there are people who honestly did not like cameras pointing towards them. I had to sneak many shots. Quite thrilling actually hehe

I think I need more of days like this :)

Don't let me go

2011-11-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

I can't even.... Crying while listening to the song over and over again. Started crying the moment Bra started singing. Please just listen to it, it's SO SO SO GOOD.

Fan of Canon

2011-11-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Supposed to be a rest day at home but sisters got me to out to fep to accompany dajie to redye her hair cause my parents just can't accept her new hair colour hahaha A picture of her sulking~ While waiting for her, walked around FEP with erjie and came across this thumbdrive! I've always wanted a thumbdrive like this!! Mad happy that i got it today and it's so so pretty and PRACTICAL. Much practical than the hello kitty video cam ytd HAHA

It's so cute isn't it? ^^

Keep faith

2011-11-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

Afternoon spent with Tri and Ping! Night spent with nanhua choir peeps (limhui liyin jieling keni jerlene jaslyn!) I'm too tired to blog and to edit my photos, so some photos are underexposed or over exposed. too lazy to edit.... here you go.

Goodnight.

Oh btw shots are either by me or tri or ping :)

The wake up call

2011-11-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

The night was spent with my friends from CC and it was definitely a good experience. :)
The fine dining experience... i think i really have much to learn.

MANIPEDI

2011-11-22T12:38:00.000+08:00

Really love my nails it's kind of a unique colour i think!
You look from one angle it's green and the other angle it's purple!! :)
Had it done ytd before Prom! :)
Since I have another dinner tonight, it's simply perfect.
Cause this colour can match with almost anything :)